http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/ Sat, 5 Jul 2008 15:50:10 -0000 Fri, 27 Jun 2008 15:29:05 -0000 http://images.freakyteen19.multiply.com/logo http://freakyteen19.multiply.com 100 100 QUOTES --- SiXTEENTH BATCH Pretending not to be hurt Is such a brave thing to do. But you know what? Crying is even braver. Because not everyone can face the fact That some things are not meant to be. _____________________________________________________________________ The most hard headed people in the whole wide world Are those people who are in love. Whatever you tell them, They just wouldn't listen. _____________________________________________________________________ People get hurt with love Because they try to deny Its existence or its absence. Don't make things complicated For it is hard to find an answer. If you love each other, Build up a relationship wherein You'll both find true happiness. If you know love has faded, Just let go, And don't dream As if there is still chance For love to come back. Because the more you deny What's inside your heart, The more pain you are trying to catch. _____________________________________________________________________ I wasn't aware that he came Only to love me for a while. I was aiming to be... http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/26/QUOTES_---_SiXTEENTH_BATCH Fri, 27 Jun 2008 15:29:05 -0000 QUOTES --- FiFTEENTH BATCH They say, if you felt real love and lost it, You'll never be able to smile. I'm not sure if that's true. I can still smile. It just f**king hurts. _____________________________________________________________________ Just because my eyes don't mist Doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry. And just because I come out strong Doesn't mean there's nothing wrong. Often, I choose to pretend I'm happy. So I don't have to explain myself To people who'll never understand. Smiling has always been easier Than explaining why I'm sad. _____________________________________________________________________ For a long time now I've been asking myself, Where does love go after someone breaks up with you? Why suddenly we feel tired of loving that person? Why we cannot offer even friendship? And I found the answer. Many may think I'm stupid not to know But the answer is simple. It is because one expects something in return When they give love away, And when we don't get what we expect We feel tired or even give up. Many have said that l... http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/24/QUOTES_---_FiFTEENTH_BATCH Fri, 27 Jun 2008 14:27:50 -0000 QUOTES --- FOURTEENTH BATCH I like a love that is like What a baby shampoo guarantees... No more tears. _____________________________________________________________________ I never wished for someone Who would offer me the moon and the stars, Just someone to lay down with And watch them is enough. _____________________________________________________________________ We often have things Right before our eyes Without seeing them. Because we simply don't know how to focus. -- W.i.t.c.h. _____________________________________________________________________ Sometimes when you least expect it, Love taps you on your shoulder And asks you to move out of the way, Because it still isn't your turn. _____________________________________________________________________ You say there's no such thing As letting go of the past Because it's like a wound. The bleeding may stop And the wound may heal, But the scar will always remain. So you choose to stay In the torture chamber. But what you don't know is To stop the pain, You don't have to let go of the past... http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/23/QUOTES_---_FOURTEENTH_BATCH Fri, 27 Jun 2008 12:34:02 -0000 QUOTES --- THiRTEENTH BATCH I have come to realize and have proven That no matter how much pain a person gives you, You just lower your head to cry for a moment And then embrace the hurt with understanding. You are not a fool and you don't reflect martyrdom. It is simply, without hesitations, Letting love overrate pain, Without abhorring the person. Pain is well known for its superficiality But love dwells deeply forever. _____________________________________________________________________ It's not about being who everyone else wants you to be. It's about being yourself, And finding someone who loves every bit of it. _____________________________________________________________________ Not all seemingly happy people are happy indeed. When the fun's over, Some sit alone And quietly bleed. _____________________________________________________________________ Happy moments are evil, When they're gone. _____________________________________________________________________ Sometimes we expect more from others, Because we would be willing t... http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/22/QUOTES_---_THiRTEENTH_BATCH Fri, 27 Jun 2008 11:10:08 -0000 QUOTES --- TWELFTH BATCH When your heart gets hurt, You don't need someone to heal the scar And take away the pain. What you need is someone Who will make you realize That nothing is really broken. _____________________________________________________________________ The reason we are suffering Is not because love has ended, But because it still continues, Even after everything is over. _____________________________________________________________________ Distancing is done for two reasons. Either because you hate the person, Or you're just too scared To fall completely for that person. _____________________________________________________________________ Love is weakest when There is more doubt than trust. Love is strongest when You learn to trust Despite all doubts. _____________________________________________________________________ Sometimes you just have to put a period On something that has to end, And not just settle on a comma. Why? 'Coz time will come you'll realize That it's better to see a complete sentence, Rather tha... http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/21/QUOTES_---_TWELFTH_BATCH Fri, 27 Jun 2008 08:50:04 -0000 EiGHT THiNGS A PERFECT GUY/GiRL WOULD DO 1. Knows how to make you smile when you're down. 2. Always gives you a goodbye kiss, even when friends are watching. 3. Knows the perfect time to hold your hand. 4. Funny, but knows when he/she needs to be serious. 5. Reacts so cutely when you hit him/her and acts hurt. 6. Stares at you when he/she thinks you don't notice. 7. Gets a little jealous sometimes, but knows he/she's the only one you want. 8. Drive 5 hours, just to see you for 1 hour, or wait for an hour, just to spend 5 minutes with you. http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/20/EiGHT_THiNGS_A_PERFECT_GUYGiRL_WOULD_DO Fri, 27 Jun 2008 08:35:38 -0000 QUOTES --- ELEVENTH BATCH The reason why we hold on To something so tight for so long Is because we fear that something so great Will never happen twice. _____________________________________________________________________ It's never the tears That measure the pain. Sometimes it's the smile we fake Just to show others we're ok. _____________________________________________________________________ She said, "You weren't supposed to mean this much to me, but you do." He said, "I know, and I wasn't supposed to fall in love, but I did." _____________________________________________________________________ The only person that deserves you Is the one that thinks he/she doesn't, The one that'll stick by your side No matter how much you mess up, And the one who will forgive you, Mistake after mistake. _____________________________________________________________________ A 'goodbye' is never painful, unless, You're never going to say 'hello' again. _____________________________________________________________________ There are lots of i... http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/19/QUOTES_---_ELEVENTH_BATCH Fri, 27 Jun 2008 07:22:09 -0000 PAiN Lesson in NCM 202 about pain: 1. What is pain? ` First love. 2. What triggers pain? ` Memories. 3. What can heal pain? ` Time. 4. What lengthens pain? ` Martyrdom. 5. What's the initial syn of pain? ` Tears. 6. What's the primary defense mechanism of pain? ` Denial. 7. What's the primary stressor of pain? ` Theme song. 8. How can you remove pain? ` Let go. 9. How can you forget pain? ` Move on. 10. What's the history of pain? ` Break up. 11. Why do we experience pain? ` Because we have a heart that loves. http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/18/PAiN Fri, 27 Jun 2008 06:59:57 -0000 QUOTES --- TENTH BATCH It's a wonder how love strikes you At the most unexpected time. And somehow, in some way, It disappears exactly at the moment You are ready to face it. _____________________________________________________________________ It has never been a question Of who forgets, But sometimes, There is a definite pain On being the only one Who remembers everything. _____________________________________________________________________ Everyday, I try to prove to myself How wrong I am with my conceptions with men. Everyday, I give them the benefit of the doubt, Hoping that they'd prove otherwise. And yet, everyday, Though I find reasons to like them, I find a whole dozen of reasons Why I should not trust them. Men are great friends, Not boyfriends. _____________________________________________________________________ When I was a little kid, I fell from a tree, but I managed to hold on to a branch. I was up there for a long time and waited, The silence, the pain in my arms, The blood pumping in... http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/17/QUOTES_---_TENTH_BATCH Fri, 27 Jun 2008 06:42:48 -0000 QUOTES --- NiNTH BATCH By the time you realize What your parents said was right, You already have a kid Who begins to think you are wrong. _____________________________________________________________________ Sad but true.. You can always forgive the people who hurt you, But you can never forget what they did. _____________________________________________________________________ Question: How come that the eye Is the most amazing part of the human body? Answer: 'Coz a severe contact with another eye Can make you fall in love. _____________________________________________________________________ What to do when faced with two choices? Toss a coin. It works not because It settles the question for you, But while the coin is in the air, You suddenly know what you're hoping for. _____________________________________________________________________ Can't find the right words To a certain situation? Just give that person a hug. Words have the potential to confuse But hugs never lie. ____________________________________________________________... http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/16/QUOTES_---_NiNTH_BATCH Wed, 25 Jun 2008 07:44:26 -0000 GRADUATiON http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/photos/album/25/GRADUATiON_ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 08:33:21 -0000 PRE-GRADUATiON http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/photos/album/24/PRE-GRADUATiON Thu, 19 Jun 2008 06:21:48 -0000 QUOTES --- EiGHT BATCH Real friendship isn't just about Having something in common. It's the acceptance Of that completely annoying attitude And being able to put up with it. _____________________________________________________________________ A piece of advice: Never ever reach a point Where you regret something Just because you thought It was a mistake. Remember, once upon a time, It made you smile. _____________________________________________________________________ If wonderland was that wonderful, Then why did Alice choose to leave? Probably because there are things better lived out Rather than just dreamed about. _____________________________________________________________________ A nice logic: When there are rumors about you, It automatically means you're interesting. _____________________________________________________________________ Sometimes you have to stop loving The most important person in your life, Not because the spark is gone, But because that person is unintentionally Making you feel worthless. ________________... http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/15/QUOTES_---_EiGHT_BATCH Thu, 17 Apr 2008 18:15:32 -0000 QUOTES --- SEVENTH BATCH They say, "Smart people usually Have stupid hearts." And so, "With the rate of my heart's stupidity I must be so damn genius." _____________________________________________________________________ It's hard to completely start trusting someone When everytime you're trying to They are starting to lie again to you. What's the lesson? Just listen, But don't bother believing. _____________________________________________________________________ Never think that You're not good enough for anyone. Always ask yourself If they are good enough for you. _____________________________________________________________________ I wish I have saved all my tears When you made me cry, So that you will drown there and die. _____________________________________________________________________ What I've learned today: Let go of the things That can no longer be fixed. If you force to try to put them back, Things will only get worse. Holding on is being brave, But sometimes moving on Makes you even tougher. _______________________________... http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/14/QUOTES_---_SEVENTH_BATCH Thu, 17 Apr 2008 17:32:40 -0000 UST FiREWORKS Fireworks after my brother's baccalaureate http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/video/item/11/UST_FiREWORKS Thu, 17 Apr 2008 15:30:41 -0000 JOSH RiDiNG A BiKE http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/video/item/10/JOSH_RiDiNG_A_BiKE Thu, 17 Apr 2008 15:27:32 -0000 JOSH EATiNG CHOCOLATE http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/video/item/9/JOSH_EATiNG_CHOCOLATE Thu, 17 Apr 2008 15:25:43 -0000 MOA FiREWORKS 2 http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/video/item/8/MOA_FiREWORKS_2 Thu, 17 Apr 2008 15:24:00 -0000 MOA FiREWORKS 1 http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/video/item/7/MOA_FiREWORKS_1 Thu, 17 Apr 2008 15:21:31 -0000 QUOTES --- SiXTH BATCH "Try loving someone you've loved before, And you'll realize that it will either Lead to the same thing that happened before Or something better. Not hard, huh? But why not try loving someone Who doesn't love you back? It's either you see yourself Giving up or dying daily" -- Grey's Anatomy _____________________________________________________________________ I was a little gloomy, And my mom noticed. She asked if I have a wound That she may attend to them. I touched my chest and said, "There's no blood coming out, But why does it hurt?" _____________________________________________________________________ Don't always say that "There's still time". Because there's also a concept of "Too late." _____________________________________________________________________ One day you have to wake up And realize nothing lasts forever. So when it's done, It's done. Move on. _____________________________________________________________________ Sometimes we know the answer To our questions. Yet we still ask. Why? It's because the a... http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/13/QUOTES_---_SiXTH_BATCH Mon, 14 Apr 2008 14:20:36 -0000 QUOTES --- FiFTH BATCH I'm not gonna hold too long To what's never meant. Sometimes, I need to set things free, Before it totally kills me. _____________________________________________________________________ Do you know why It's so hard to forget? Because in forgetting, You have to remember What you want to forget. How can you forget If you always remember? _____________________________________________________________________ Have you ever loved Someone that's so close? Close enough That all you need to do Is grab his hand To make him yours? But then, All you could say is "I almost had him". Almost. _____________________________________________________________________ It's funny to pretend unhurt, When you're bleeding. To pretend to be strong, When you're weak. To say go away, When you mean Please stay. And to say I've moved on, But in reality, You're crying in pain. _____________________________________________________________________ Proven truth: When a person is really into you, She/He will always find a way To have time for you. ____... http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/12/QUOTES_---_FiFTH_BATCH Fri, 11 Apr 2008 15:12:51 -0000 MY BRO's GRADUATiON Pictures of my brother with his friends during their last classes, baccalaureate mass, exit parade (plus me), and party at some bar. And pictures of him with our parents, younger sis, and his friends before, during, and after his graduation at PICC. So sad, I was not able to attend his graduation. I was in Silang, Cavite doing my community service for RELSFOR. http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/photos/album/23/MY_BROs_GRADUATiON Thu, 10 Apr 2008 06:04:15 -0000 GiNiNTUANG PUSO INSIDE ANIMO FOODHAUS Jason: Tara. Fidji: Wait lng. (Waiting for her mango shake/smoothie/juice) Jason: Bakit hindi buko? Fidji: Eh ayoko nun eh. Jason: Puro ka mango, bakit ginintuan ba puso mo? Fidji: Oo naman. Jason: Ginintuan daw. Fidji: Oo kaya. Mabait naman ako eh. Jason: Mabait daw. Kasasabi mo lang kahapon na masama ka eh. Fidji: Ikaw kaya nagsasabi na masama ako, oo lang ako ng oo. Jason: Ahh, basta, masama ka. OUTSIDE ANIMO FOODHAUS Jason: Ginintuan daw puso niya, di naman eh. Fidji: Hindi naman talaga. Jason: Labo mo. Sabi mo lang kanina ginintuan puso mo. Fidji: Hindi ginto puso ko. Pano pa kaya titibok kung ginto puso ko? Jason: Ang emo!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/11/GiNiNTUANG_PUSO Thu, 10 Apr 2008 05:44:05 -0000 QUOTES --- FOURTH BATCH In love, You have to expect absence At some point. But that doesn't mean an end. All you have to do Is to wait for a time, And give the person a space. Because true love is proved When a person has seen The best people in the world, But still turns back To where you are, Reaches for your hand, And chooses you Above the world's best. _____________________________________________________________________ Pain and sorrow, Go hand in hand With true love. For love Is never ideal, But real. So, don't even wonder What heartaches are for. Remember the song 'Iris'? "You bleed just to know you're alive." _____________________________________________________________________ I hate endings. It's not because I'm left alone or I'm not loved anymore. I hate endings, Because they leave me thinking Of how and when To start again. _____________________________________________________________________ Risks co-exist with opportunities. If you don't go after what you want, Somebody else will. If you don't ask, Then you'll never know. If you don'... http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/10/QUOTES_---_FOURTH_BATCH Mon, 7 Apr 2008 14:55:44 -0000 QUOTES --- THiRD BATCH Sometimes we dream On ideal love we wanted. When it comes, We give the best To hold on to it. But though We gave more than enough, They still hurt us. For the reason We don't understand. _____________________________________________________________________ Sometimes, It's not easy To forgive And forget. Because seeing the person Who hurt you, Means scratching the scar And letting it bleed Once more. _____________________________________________________________________ You can't stop others To talk against you. But you can make them eat What they have said. _____________________________________________________________________ If somebody Is taking advantage Of your feelings, Knowing that You love him, Then tell him this: "I'm just in love But I'm not desperate." _____________________________________________________________________ It hurts to be rejected By someone you like. But believe me, It hurts 100x more To be turned away And left by someone Who once promised Undying love. ___________________________________________________... http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/9/QUOTES_---_THiRD_BATCH Mon, 7 Apr 2008 14:50:09 -0000 QUOTES --- SECOND BATCH The worst regret we can have in life Is not for the wrong things we did, But for the right things we could have done But we never did. _____________________________________________________________________ On moving on: If a person doesn't love you anymore, Then there is no more reason for you to stay. The only way to stop hurting is to stop wanting. _____________________________________________________________________ Crying is one of nature's most effective anti-sadness therapists. Tears help reduce stress, stabilize emotions, and remove toxins. So if you're depressed and problematic, Maybe all you need is a good cry. _____________________________________________________________________ Love can make us do stupid things. If you're not prepared to do something stupid, Nothing great will ever happen. _____________________________________________________________________ Pressure is not naturally there, It is created when you question your own ability. But when you know what you can do, There is never a ques... http://freakyteen19.multiply.com/journal/item/8/QUOTES_---_SECOND_BATCH Sun, 30 Mar 2008 09:50:36 -0000